To me, it's troublesome. I don't know what is wrong. I just feel annoyed right now. 

I feel angry

Okay, im leaving here for good.
Not deleting this blog though.
Now shifted to reddedroses.tumblr.com
Not sure why, I just feel like moving

Sometimes, Im just plain selfish. I don't like compromising. I don't like to give in. I don't want to waste my time on certain matters. 

Everything gets affected.
Your mood became mine.

I HEART YOU TOO
Thank you for the cookies you have baked. hahaha Nice attempt. I'll eat them all :)

At least for today, I wanna enjoy my saturday, even though im still thinking of work right now.
something is amiss somehow.
never mind. There's time when I work so hard, this time is to play real hard.

I am both mentally and physcially drained right now. extremely drain in fact.

Yesterday, I slept for 6 hours unknowingly when I was suppose to wake up at 2:30am and not 6:30am>
On wednesday, I slept for 3 hours and same goes to tuesday.

Well, I felt that my battery was long lasting. But I think I almost died today. Using the left over right now, to do rendering and that close up the entire submission. I was on the verge to give up. I was struggling inside. And I simply know this isnt what I want. I hate last minute work and this is really last last last minute. And I swear, this is the first time I felt to stressed up and disappointed in myself. What kind of rubbish work am I producing. Even if the lecturers are going to scold me, Im fine, because I know, Im seriously too far away from being good. I cannot accept the kind of lousy work Im giving. sigh. There's nothing that I can do to salvage this situation. I just need to produce anything within my capability.

I seriously have learnt my lesson. I know what Im lacking and I will work on them, or else, i wouldnt even make it in this industry. I should stop dwelling on it and start my work then go to bed. I miss my bed so much. You've been such a dear to me. I'll come for you soon. That's the best consolation for now. And not forgetting you who always help me so much in my work and tolerating my fluctuating mood these days. So sorry.

One more hour to our 6th month. :)

Bye for now.

Im so glad to have you and I mean it.

Stiff neck

I sat infront of my laptop the whole day. doing 3dmax and autocad. Sigh. I really can't help it but to sigh all day long. hahaha. Once school term starts, everything starts to get back on track. Things have been moving quite quickly these few days, I gotta be faster and catch with the rest who are way faster than me. I feel so slow this time round.

I need to sleep early today as I have gems class tomorrow. Dread 8am lesson :( Furthermore, there is an assignment tomorrow for gems. wth.

My aim for tomorrow:
1. finalise how my model will look like with Kelly
2. complete 3dmax (hopefully, the finalised one)
3. Autocad as much as I can

I've plan to do my sectional model next week. So the entire week now is chiong chiong chiong autocad and 3dmax. Lifeless. But it's okay, grades are more important at this moment.

Press on everyone! :)